Welcome to the depths of my mind...

Or at least what I'm willing to write on the internet.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Fashion is Fun.

I'm working on a project for Spanish that involves making a magazine spread. I'm not sure how well that will work with editing and printing, but I like what I made alright. The theme is night and day. (Yes, Sergeant Sarcasm, You may thank me.)

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Happy Holidays and Stuff

So... The holidays have been good for me. I hope that it's good for everyone else, too. I spent yesterday with family and will spend today with some friends. So... yeah. Good. Sorry. Awkward post. I have really cool skull and rose rain boots now from my Dadoo. :) I can wear them with all my Grateful Dead shirts. AT THE SAME TIME. Why am I writing this? I should go get dressed, I'm still in my pajamas. It's a holiday, I do have an excuse to be somewhat lazy. So bye. I'll write something more sensical at some point soon.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

I make art and it's scanned crappily! Woo!

A present I drew for my friend (she loves GumixLuka), but it scanned pretty badly.


Oh my goodness. I'm so grateful that it's finally winter break!

I'm surprised by the lack of snow, though. I mean, this is Minnesnowta, right? I was dreading the snow, but now that I'll actually be able to spend time outside, doing fun things, I'm looking forward to it. Sledding! Snow Forts! Unfair snowball fights with my little sister!

I hope whoever happens to read this is on their winter break or will have it soon. And has snow (or lives somewhere warm, which would be nice, too).

Thursday, December 15, 2011

I'm... Joyful?

It seems like for the past several months, all it seems like I've felt is tired. And angry. And lonely and sad. I could go on, but you probably understand what I'm getting at.

This week, however, I've actually started feeling happy. That should be normal, but it hasn't been normal at all.

Maybe it's the fact that it's close to the holidays, and winter break starts tomorrow when I get home from school? I've had a slightly lighter workload, and I finally got over a recital I'd been dreading, and saw good friends there. Saw friends outside of school! I can hardly remember the last time that happened!
Not only that (I mentioned this in a previous post), but my review of Les Miz was on an actual established newspaper. I'm networking.
I've had time to clean part of my room, which has desperately needed it, and am far more organized now. It's quite improved my sanity.
 I finished the Eye-Opening Arc of Higurashi, and therefore got through the so-called most depressing arc in the series. (It was.)
I have great ideas for presents (I love Rookie: Here's one post, and here's another about gifts). They're going to be so fun to make.

I love being in a good mood. I've missed it so much.

And to anyone who isn't:

You should try cleaning if you're... erm... disorganized like me. It can clean your soul.
If you're completely bogged down with work, stressed, and feel bad, it's okay to stay home. I used to be so against it that I would force myself to go to school with a headache, way too much stress, and getting three hours of sleep because I stayed up really late doing my homework. Sometimes, sleep really is a priority. Also, you may get more work done staying at home. I'm not saying to skip school all the time, just take a mental health break.
Listen to music that speaks to what you're going through, cheers you up, or helps you in any way. The Cranberries have been an incurable addiction lately.
Get in contact with old friends. Even if you're busy. Try and take a few minutes to at least write an email. It's amazing how hearing from someone you miss can brighten up your day.

Well... 再见!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Everything's so strange now

Everything's so strange now
Family that was once familiar is now a hazard to my sanity
Nothing is safe now
In the places I used to hide from my fears lurk new monsters
I am lonely now
In years past I would be with a friend today, and wishing I was I
Can't sleep now
The hole inside me is a vacuum, taking my thoughts and my hopes
I feel so sad now
And yet I can never explain why.

Monday, December 12, 2011

My review was featured in a newspaper! ...Wait.

        Well, I thought my review of Les Miserables was posted on the Twin Cities Daily Planet after getting an email showing it to be on the website. I was amazed and shocked and... Amazed! I mean, that was only my second play review. My goodness!